yijie: SICK

Life is annoying, i'm so tired. Day after day i watch myself screw up, wake up every to a class of people who smiles to each other and share exaggerated rumours and laugh about stuff that doesn't concern em. Go home to a empty house, quiet and alone. Till my dad comes back and screams at me over and over. A brother who doesnt give a shit. A sister tats spoilt, a mom tat takes sides. A God that doesnt bless me, a girl that doesnt like me. Friends who dont really care, A soul tat isnt really there.
I'm so SICK tonite.
i wanna just grab a knife,
Fuckin end my life.
I can spent 10 bucks payin a cab,
Rush to the skool gate,
and still end up late,
I do blame my fate,
I cant get a stead,
did i mention?
That i got detension,
it also wont be long before i get depression.
i bet it pleases u,
how badly i'm bleedin.
my dota is feedin,
my life is endin.
its my blog u'r readin,
but no one ever tags.
the blog count goes way up,
but the name of the reader lags.
or so i say,
yijie and thursday.
I'll fight on,
3 times as crazy 9 times as gay.