Yijie ND AsCOT-- FINAL

Thanks For readin all my JUNK For the last 6 months!
This is my final post...

This is dedicated to all my readers out there.

I wanna thank u.,,
For all that u done...
I might not noe u....
but fuck it was fun..
the time has come...
for the time to run..
It ends here..


I'm not in the mood to rite,
I'm in the mood to fight.
i wanna tell u how pissed i am
i wanna say fuck u damn,,
last night,
my form teacher,
i wouldnt say who,
complained to my parents,
i didnt have a clue.
say worried bout me.
WELL ok see.
according to them,
some parent saw my blog.
found it offensive
and hate it alot.
so it got sent to YJ.
where they read it like mail.
ok sure..
but half of the shit i write here,
aint even real.
u tink i really worship a devil?
am i at that level?
cut myself to sleep every nite,
out of minds, out of sight?
skip lectures?
i'm a good kid
to promote there are measures.
Even an IDIOT can tell this BLOG AINT REAL.
WAKE UP MAN keep me thrilled.
wad rubbish i say i'm demonic everyday
in reality,
i always go home on my knees i pray,
i would giv thanks for wad i got today,
i would sit alone and get stressed rite away.

I say i hate 127?
in truth i LOVE them
and they LOVE ME OK?
they even celebrated my birthday.
do u clowns REALLY THINK i enter skool through a drain???
WTH???
IS that LOGICAL?
USE YR BRAIN.
And as for chinese HW.
LOts of peop dun do it
STOP picking on me
u'r not a good teacher
i don wait to blow it.
u r annoying me.
really.
i skip lecture? check attendence lar
it will show if i'm there duh..
u take my blog as a source,
to see my mood
a NUTCASE witout remose.
is this source reliable??
i have abided to YJ's rules.
i didnt keep my earrings
i noe wad the DM meaned
and i've kept my nails clean.
i got my shirt tucked
isit just luck?
don make me feel tickle...
coz i really am a good pupil.

As for that loser who file the blog to YJ
if u don like
I wad i write
AND if u find wad i write simply bites,
SIMPLE
y dont u STOP READING LOR,
and go watch BARNEY THE DINOSAUR.
it will suit u better.

ANd thank u readers.
my blog ends here.
thanks to these peop,
i wont blog no more,
let me make it clear.
THiS is the final post.
thanks for following this far.
but u need to stop.
i aint a star.
IT ENDS HERE
GOODBYE FOREVER!!!

SPEICAL THANKS TO THE TEACHER WHO COMPLAINED STRIGHT TO MY MOM AND NOT BOTHERING TO CONSULT ME 1st!!!!
I HOPE U LIKE MY POST.

This week

I feel stressed...
u got the feeling that u noe alot...
when actually u dont?
well this is wad its like.
i did my math tutorial and i tot i noe how 2 do..
then it was like WRONG!!
so weird.. Maths is damn stressful lar...
i spent like 4 hours to do 4 daMN QUESTIONS
THATS HOW BAD IT IS...
then, there was my performance wit aaron on lit nite..
i was SO outta touch mann,,,
STRESS..
we got two weeks to practise BUT we practised like a total of 1.5 hrs at the most... MANNN<<<
we could like do so much better lar...
i actually scribbled the lyrics on my hand in case i screw up..
losing was wad i deserved i guess...
compared to how they practised and rehersed,,,
ours was nothin...
yeah... GD job peanut peop..
but yeah..
it was fun though..
whenn was the last time i performed??
CVD i tink... LoL
yeah..
then,
there is a new way outta school...
some 1 beat me to sawing a hole in the fence..
a new 'back door' the solution to leaving school before 1.30...
i wanted to cut 1 so i can make a monopoly on leaving school early...
it'll make me lots of money lar...
I"LL BE RICH>>>
but NOOOO>>>> some 1 beat me to it... ZzZzZzZ

Anyway i would LOVE to blame God for all this..
but yeah.. maybe this is the crap i need to go through to promote...
so hmmm.. i hope his perfect plan works,,,

Runscape is balls,,,

i just spent five mins tryin to log into blogger...
coz i forgot the @ in ascot_chong@hotmail.com...... Balls really.....
anyway.. last few days was balls..ile.
coz like i got hell lotta work to do..
1. maths file
2. lit file.
3. Maths HW, (2 tutorials)..
4. Lit Oral thing...
5. GP's Rj AQ and summery.
6. Econs test on Mon,
7. Chinese Hw... ( no intension of doin but that wee punk becoming VERY good friends wit mom.)

Balls really...
last time i was this lost i was REALLY doin badly
so i gotta do somethin bout it.
THen this week i was like late coz i left my wallet at home lar...
i climb though some !@#$% drain to escape the gate and got !@#$% dirty.
well it beats getin inhouse suspension LoL,,,
i toss leaves into the drain lar..
CONFIRM CHOKE.
SORRY DRAIN CLEANING MAN!!!!
but sacrifices got to be made....
LoL,,,,,,,,
my life noww is like..
SCHOOL... LAN.... HOME.... SLEEP,,,,
I LUV mY WEEKENDS...
Yj is killing me really//
OH WELL,,,
BACK ta STUDY.
BALLS........



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F.E.A.R

Frightened Enough About Results

Again,, i feel the familiar feeling that i'm gonna screw up.
The bad tension in the balloons as they start to blow up.
Its gettin scary..
as my marks plunged..
No longer happy...
As i threw up my lunch..
Its the 2 passes and a sub
Thats the marks in order to go up
i'm just not gettin it..
Sure I don HAV SSP
But i'm failin bit by bit

I got a ZERO for maths...
I MEAN... WTH is ZAT?
I'm just not as Strong no more,,
AND yup thats sad...

My insecurities r eatin me alive...
As i try ta keep up,
As i wait to revive,
Hey LAX MAN... FRIENDS 1st//
OK SURE.... BUT
My relationships wit peop seem only to get worse.
i'm unattached again...
i liked someone else...
But tat someone doesnt like me...
so i'm stuck wit myself...
My Bonds wit my friends,
might seem strong...
But in reality,,,,
U couldnt be more wrong..
We hang out,
just to crap and play,
BUT we cant depend on one another..
We hav really nothin left to say...
BUT WHO AM I TO COMMENT??

I got a ZERO for maths...
I MEAN... WTH is ZAT?
I'm just not as Strong no more,,
AND yup thats sad...

OkOk... Its not that bad...
its just that i'm turnin into a loner,
Something tat couldnt have happened sooner...
I'm becoming a loser only me myself noes...
i'm spend my whole year bein an idiot,
not wantin to study...
BUT only noe i realise
that coz of this shit i might actually die...
NOW i'm in trouble,
and i need to MUG on the double,
COZ i'm stress tat i'll tumble..
and i take it out on my parents...
the peop who cares the most...........
i do feel bad...
yes,, i luv my dad..
and my mom..
and i regret screamin at em...
SO SORRYYYYYY<<<<<<<
THIS IS 1 BAD story...
BUT then again..
theres still the pain...
THE thoughts that i'll retain..
AND THE FACT that...


I got a ZERO for maths...
I MEAN... WTH is ZAT?
I'm just not as Strong no more,,
AND yup thats sad...

I DONT INTEND TO SIT BY,
And watch myself die...
YK>>> its time to mug..
GOD HELP ME.........


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27th of July-- lazy to rhyme...

today was really bz.......
I didn't wanna go skool actually... coz i wanted to visit Serene 1st. Been lookin forward to visit since teacher's day last year.. the plan was to MC my way outta skool but i told myself that i would only do that if i was late 4 skool today.... but apparently God wanted me in skool.. i woke up late intentionally, took like 45 mins to bath walk REAL slow to the bus stop, but the bus was extra fast sia...... then the MRT like bullet train...@#$%....
okok anyway,, she wouldnt be happy to noe that i skipped skool to visit her anyway so.. i went skool... haiz....
WHAO... lessons were like so SIAN!! PE... which i ponned to go eat breakfast wit my band. then Econs which the teacher asked me qns that i cant ans... THANK GOD... i blabbered somethin the teacher tot WAS the ans and i got off...
THEN LIT.. GOSH... kana SHELLED IN LECTURE by that ang mo.. ZzZzZz... oh well...i dont hate him.. i tink i gotta improve on my hack care look.. must look like i care from now on...
Chinese wee punk was like KPKB,,, keep complain about my homework... haiz,,
okok
then the day picked up....
celebrated my bday wit 127............
quite cool.. mr apple... okok... another nick..LoL,,,
yup.. thx....

OK then i went to c Serene... the bus ride was damn long, i got stung by mosquitoes, secrificed my lan time, BUT WHEN I SAW HER, it was worth it............ i lost her address again... so i had to comb the entire block 4 her..
yup
but i found it... again...

its real touchin to see the notes i written for her all those years still there in the card case i left there years ago... i saw the letters i wrote were like rotting and the best part was that she kept it wit her the last 2 years... i threw em away though... the letters were pretty deformed.. yup so i replaced them wit a new 1 today,,,,
i sang "this love" and "stacy's mom" for her this time... LoL.,. my singing probably sucked but ok... long as she likes it.. hahazz.... cant wait to see her on her bday... again.. its a date..LoL

then rushed home, showered and rushed to marist for founder's day/...
only 4 of us went back but ok.. GLEN & DONOVAN & MAURIS came too!!! LoLL.. WE keep singing like some drunkards LoL... U GUYS ROCK MY !@$% world!!!!! hahazzzzzz

then damn horrible lar... maris stella's only canteen pride is the 10 vending machines we have... now all those 10 machines sell is 100plus,, MANNNNNNN......... and they upped the price tooo......... TRAGIC! yeah... the buffet was so hoorible ...... nonya manis SUCKS!!! but i miss the horrble food they served and the crap i ate for 10 !@$# years in my!@#$ life so yeah nonya manis ROCKS MY !@@#$$ world...
and Gerdrad looks so COOL NOW... whao... peop do change.....
SOO COOLL<<< witchin simpsons wit them soon... LoL...
AsCOTthursday, YK, yijie, Mr Apple, Slim Shady......



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Christ, is actually very aggressive( sermons without rhymes)

i learned a very important lesson today...
i met up with 1 one of my church peop, and i finally understood...
being Christian isnt about being a mild, quiet and a goody-two-shoes...
Christianity, is like being like Christ...
and Christ, is actually very aggressive.

Thats rite... he is short tempered, no nonsense and the problem child....
Y do i say that???
ok.. he might be described as the "lamb" of God,
he might have said to turn the other cheek when someone slaps u,
he also seen usually playing with kids and helping the poor...

BUT!!!! if u read the Bible properly, he was recorded flipping tables in the temples of God.
and he was recorded twice... yup, on different gospels, but if u read properly enough, u would notice they were on completely different occasions....
Do u actually tink he only did it twice??? i tink he probably went around Israel flipping as many tables of merchants, in the temples and screaming "u Hypocrites!" at all those peop...

imagine.. in todays context, one day, u see this guy in a robe, with a huge beard, simply walkin into church during yr worship and smashing all yr guitars and fancy equipment,,, then pointing a finger at u and screamed.. "u hypocrite"...
that would be totally out of line... insane and cool... wont it....

u see, christ is indeed aggressive...
but he was aggressive in the rite way.. controlled aggression,,,
peop nowadays indeed have aggression,,, but they end up bashing their wives, abusing their kids,
beating each other up for retarded reasons...
that was reckless aggression, which is wrong....

yup.. so being Christian is actually about being aggressive, in the rite way... and being passionate bout wad we believe in..

LoL,, i donno y i'm writing this,,, but ok yeah.. its abit boring i noe.. but at leat u peop don hav 2 do yr quiet time 2 day...
amen,,


hahaz


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The Starry Wednesday Night

A Simple Song..........


I remember when,
I donno wad 2 say,
When she first spoke to me,
in.. BK,
When she commented that i ate funny,
The outing of P23,
When she sat just opposite me.
and when we went back together on the MRT,
i thought we talked well,
Does all this ring a bell?
When we met 6 months ago?
When all this info doesnt seem too old.

Baby, i wouldnt die,
if u don want me,
Maybe, i might cry,
coz u don need me,

Surely i wont die,
u don treat me right,
But mannn i wanna sigh,
This Starry Wednesday Night....

Yes, when the info doesnt seem so old.
Unlike now, when we start,
ignoring our presences, turning so cold.
I guessed then,
i didnt do it well,
when she left the class,
i kinda gave hell.
i thought she needed time,
And i asked too early,
And all the trash in my rhymes,
it came clearly,
that she wanted someone else.

Baby, i wouldnt die,
if u don want me,
Maybe, i might cry,
coz u don need me,

Surely i wont die,
u don treat me right,
But mannn i wanna sigh,
This Starry Wednesday Night....

After two months,
one which i spent chasing someone else,
i find myself back where i started,
which is really weird,
and freakingly retarded.
i was really glad she unblocked me,
but we r still silent.
sometimes i wish she would just come online and scold me
like the one she ranted on me,
saying that she bitched about me.
I really think she's real pretty,
Real kind,
And i do thank God,
i can again see her online.
she might still want someone else,
and i seemed to become crippled.
i hav nothing left,
but the pleasure is simple,
i guess we can just be friends.

Baby, i wouldnt die,
if u don want me,
Maybe, i might cry,
coz u don need me,

Surely i wont die,
u don treat me right,
But mannn i wanna sigh,
This Starry Wednesday Night....






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