F.E.A.R

Frightened Enough About Results

Again,, i feel the familiar feeling that i'm gonna screw up.
The bad tension in the balloons as they start to blow up.
Its gettin scary..
as my marks plunged..
No longer happy...
As i threw up my lunch..
Its the 2 passes and a sub
Thats the marks in order to go up
i'm just not gettin it..
Sure I don HAV SSP
But i'm failin bit by bit

I got a ZERO for maths...
I MEAN... WTH is ZAT?
I'm just not as Strong no more,,
AND yup thats sad...

My insecurities r eatin me alive...
As i try ta keep up,
As i wait to revive,
Hey LAX MAN... FRIENDS 1st//
OK SURE.... BUT
My relationships wit peop seem only to get worse.
i'm unattached again...
i liked someone else...
But tat someone doesnt like me...
so i'm stuck wit myself...
My Bonds wit my friends,
might seem strong...
But in reality,,,,
U couldnt be more wrong..
We hang out,
just to crap and play,
BUT we cant depend on one another..
We hav really nothin left to say...
BUT WHO AM I TO COMMENT??

I got a ZERO for maths...
I MEAN... WTH is ZAT?
I'm just not as Strong no more,,
AND yup thats sad...

OkOk... Its not that bad...
its just that i'm turnin into a loner,
Something tat couldnt have happened sooner...
I'm becoming a loser only me myself noes...
i'm spend my whole year bein an idiot,
not wantin to study...
BUT only noe i realise
that coz of this shit i might actually die...
NOW i'm in trouble,
and i need to MUG on the double,
COZ i'm stress tat i'll tumble..
and i take it out on my parents...
the peop who cares the most...........
i do feel bad...
yes,, i luv my dad..
and my mom..
and i regret screamin at em...
SO SORRYYYYYY<<<<<<<
THIS IS 1 BAD story...
BUT then again..
theres still the pain...
THE thoughts that i'll retain..
AND THE FACT that...


I got a ZERO for maths...
I MEAN... WTH is ZAT?
I'm just not as Strong no more,,
AND yup thats sad...

I DONT INTEND TO SIT BY,
And watch myself die...
YK>>> its time to mug..
GOD HELP ME.........


thx 4 readin my junk