Runscape is balls,,,

i just spent five mins tryin to log into blogger...
coz i forgot the @ in ascot_chong@hotmail.com...... Balls really.....
anyway.. last few days was balls..ile.
coz like i got hell lotta work to do..
1. maths file
2. lit file.
3. Maths HW, (2 tutorials)..
4. Lit Oral thing...
5. GP's Rj AQ and summery.
6. Econs test on Mon,
7. Chinese Hw... ( no intension of doin but that wee punk becoming VERY good friends wit mom.)

Balls really...
last time i was this lost i was REALLY doin badly
so i gotta do somethin bout it.
THen this week i was like late coz i left my wallet at home lar...
i climb though some !@#$% drain to escape the gate and got !@#$% dirty.
well it beats getin inhouse suspension LoL,,,
i toss leaves into the drain lar..
CONFIRM CHOKE.
SORRY DRAIN CLEANING MAN!!!!
but sacrifices got to be made....
LoL,,,,,,,,
my life noww is like..
SCHOOL... LAN.... HOME.... SLEEP,,,,
I LUV mY WEEKENDS...
Yj is killing me really//
OH WELL,,,
BACK ta STUDY.
BALLS........



thx for readin my junk.

F.E.A.R

Frightened Enough About Results

Again,, i feel the familiar feeling that i'm gonna screw up.
The bad tension in the balloons as they start to blow up.
Its gettin scary..
as my marks plunged..
No longer happy...
As i threw up my lunch..
Its the 2 passes and a sub
Thats the marks in order to go up
i'm just not gettin it..
Sure I don HAV SSP
But i'm failin bit by bit

I got a ZERO for maths...
I MEAN... WTH is ZAT?
I'm just not as Strong no more,,
AND yup thats sad...

My insecurities r eatin me alive...
As i try ta keep up,
As i wait to revive,
Hey LAX MAN... FRIENDS 1st//
OK SURE.... BUT
My relationships wit peop seem only to get worse.
i'm unattached again...
i liked someone else...
But tat someone doesnt like me...
so i'm stuck wit myself...
My Bonds wit my friends,
might seem strong...
But in reality,,,,
U couldnt be more wrong..
We hang out,
just to crap and play,
BUT we cant depend on one another..
We hav really nothin left to say...
BUT WHO AM I TO COMMENT??

I got a ZERO for maths...
I MEAN... WTH is ZAT?
I'm just not as Strong no more,,
AND yup thats sad...

OkOk... Its not that bad...
its just that i'm turnin into a loner,
Something tat couldnt have happened sooner...
I'm becoming a loser only me myself noes...
i'm spend my whole year bein an idiot,
not wantin to study...
BUT only noe i realise
that coz of this shit i might actually die...
NOW i'm in trouble,
and i need to MUG on the double,
COZ i'm stress tat i'll tumble..
and i take it out on my parents...
the peop who cares the most...........
i do feel bad...
yes,, i luv my dad..
and my mom..
and i regret screamin at em...
SO SORRYYYYYY<<<<<<<
THIS IS 1 BAD story...
BUT then again..
theres still the pain...
THE thoughts that i'll retain..
AND THE FACT that...


I got a ZERO for maths...
I MEAN... WTH is ZAT?
I'm just not as Strong no more,,
AND yup thats sad...

I DONT INTEND TO SIT BY,
And watch myself die...
YK>>> its time to mug..
GOD HELP ME.........


thx 4 readin my junk