yijie: The Dark Dark Walls..

As i opened my weary eyes,
Lookin at the Dark Dark Walls,
And as i muttered every line.
I looked in to the mirror,
To clear my badly twisted mind.
The guy who stared back,
Thursday looked ready to crack,
It ends tonite,
He said,
The day it all died.

Its pointless i replied,
I have lost all will to fight.

YK u suck.
U screw up and blame yr luck.

Shut up.
It aint my fault at all,
Is it my fault if everyone wants me to fall?

YK, trust me u will succeed never more.

FUCK!
as i shattered the mirror all over the floor

The immense hate that filled
these empty Dark, Dark Walls,

"never more" He said again
My my brain churned to form new pain.
The same pain that seemed to drive me insane.
she hates me.
Or at least does not like me or thursday.
Today is special,
But i'm not wishin happy bday.
It will end tonite.
Like he said,
the day it all died.
I will not give her this call.
I was lost,
Between These Dark Dark Walls.

"Never more" He repeated.
As the blades of the night cut me,
And i bleeded.
My whole life,
I have never failed this badly.
have all i hav done so far just be folly?
Am i just a screwup in reality?
Or r these just words of my split personalities.
what will life after her have install?
Questions,
As i sat alone in these Dark, Dark Walls.














ok. 127. This is my highly anticipated reply. i already said i don hate all of u, just a number. I want to thank the taggers and the person who typed the speech in the class blog which had disappeared for some reason. anyway, u peop r not the peop i hav problems wit. i noe u guys mean well though. i reli don noe wad else to say so i will end here.

thx for readin my junk.